How About Love?

          So I'm delving more and more into this character.  Some lovely insights are popping up as they always do.  I've read up a little on the Bohemian lifestyle as I realized that most of the characters in the show are in this situation by choice not circumstance.  I've also been thinking about what it would be like to diagnosed with full blown AIDS in the early 90's.  Many of the major life threatening diseases we can face today often come with a glimmer of hope.  Not every story ends well, but there's usually a few options.  AIDS, at that time, was not one of those.  It was a death sentence.  That's it.  Now, personally, the Bohemian lifestyle is appealing to me.  But, like most, I have bills and a desire to keep my creature comforts.  But what if I knew for a fact that I had very little time left?  Where would my priorities lie then?  Would it be continuing to work for the Man to keep my creature comforts that ultimately mean nothing?  So many of us live in this vicious cycle of working long hours doing things we don't like so that we can keep things that don't really matter.  Having things is nice, but if we lose most of our time to enjoy our passions and loves of life, what have we gained?  How would I spend my last year on Earth?  Not to be corny, but "How about love?" is quite appropriate.  I hope I would spend it loving.  Loving everything I do in life.  Truly enjoying every moment.  Not just getting by or passing time.  That's existing.  I want to LIVE.  I would spend it loving others.  Because, I believe, the ultimate joy a human being can experience is truly loving and being loved by others.  There is no drug that can match that.  I want to love so well that I will be missed when I'm gone.  You don't have to impact the lives of millions of people.  If one person is richer for the experience of having you in their lives, then you loved well.